Showing posts with label dreams. Show all posts
Showing posts with label dreams. Show all posts

Friday, 21 December 2012

Abstract ...

Open -

There was a box there... Kept right in the center of the table. The table in turn, lay in the middle of that room... That room with four
white never-ending walls!

He opened the box... that box with pitch black walls inside. He took a minute to adjust his eyes to the darkness inside the box, and then looked carefully.

Oh, how wonderful... there's something at the bottom of that box... that box with pitch black walls. There's something that looks like a door, it's a green door with a silver door knob...

Something inside him said, stop! Don't try to open that door... that green door with a silver door knob...

He ignored all the warnings... stepped inside the box, which had suddenly grown in size and was now as big as that room itself... that room with four white never-ending walls.

He took a step towards the door, turned the knob and pushed the door away from him. For a minute he was blinded by the light, for he had so gotten used to the darkness by now. He took another minute, and allowed his eyes, to adjust to the the light.

He heard some music, inside that room, the room that had a door, a green door with a silver knob. Someone was playing a harp... He sat down, listened carefully, but for not more than a minute before he collapsed on the floor.

No, he had not died yet. He was just sound asleep... 

Progress - 

He knew he should not have opened it. He knew he should not have looked inside. But he had to... He had to see for himself, what was there in that box, that lay on that table, in the middle of that room; that room with never-ending white walls.

He had to see, and how bad it could get? And now, it hurts so much. A 100 times more than it did before he opened the box and looked inside...

A life long pain now, a never ending agony.

He had been asleep for so long that even when he woke up, he could hardly tell the difference. The last memory he had was of the harp's music. It was all the same, just like in his dreams. Only that the world seemed a little upside down. But that was okay, for the people were still the same, still playing their parts right.

The people, he saw, were still true to their roles, some laughing, some being laughed at and some just standing there, like pictures hung on walls, present and absent at the same time.

It also felt like time had frozen and he could now look back and analyze, review things, one frame at a time.

And then he cried out ... Oh god what did I do... ?
why did I open the box, why?

Close - 

All was lost now, everything gone...


The first to leave him was self-respect. Respect for others followed soon. Smiles and laughters they left together, while grief and gloom moved in... Friends and acquintences, they held on to him for a while, but soon found it exceedingly difficult to hold on, so they moved on too.

When all was gone, and the dust had settled in, and when grief and gloom were his only company, they too decided to move on. But before they did so, they got their friend to move in. She was a beautiful one. More beautiful than anything he had ever seen in his life. She smiled at him ... the prettiest smile he had ever seen.

For days they sat together, and chated and talked, and shared their thoughts... just she and him. In some strange way, she knew everything, and she also had all the answers. She knew just when to speak, and just when to listen. When she spoke, she was like poetry, when she listened she was like music.

At the end of their conversation, when all was said, and he was running out of question, he asked her name and why was she hear when everyone else was gone. She smiled again and looked deep into his eyes... in her very sweet voice, she said - for ages they have called me desolation, and I am here to hold your hand and never abandon you...

After what had been like a lifetime, he smiled again... and they kissed for the first time since their meeting... suddenly light started fading away, and the pain was gone too... there was just darkness, and peace...

Saturday, 26 May 2012

Prisoner of My own Device...

Yesterday was so bright,
Sun still shining, in the moonlit sky,
And that rainbow,
The one that’s purple, red, yellow and blue,
Still reminding you of the rain last night,
You could still see the boats,
If you wanted to,
Floating down the road,
Fighting the winds and the waves,
Children in the neighborhood park,
Pushing, shoveling and falling apart,
To songs and to dances,
And some rhyming lyrics too,
Time had no meaning,
And nothing really mattered,
And world was always at peace,
For you could buy all for a penny,
I remember them all,
It was just yesterday,
Or maybe the day before,
It’s quite dark now,
As I sit and look out of my window,
It’s been a while,
that I took a moment to think,
And to Wonder and worry,
I gave up much,
To get too little,
Money for smile,
Delusions for dreams,
The boats floating down the river,
I don’t see them anymore,
I have a desk, and a file now,
and a dark glass window too,
It gives me a view,
of the neighborhood floors,
Full of people lost in time,
Digging out the dirt,
working their times,
like a prison it looks,
Like a dungeon it feels,
The more I try,
the further I sink,
losing my faith,
losing my belief,
Let me say good bye,
let me say Godspeed,
it’s time I moved on,
and followed my dreams…

Wednesday, 14 March 2012

Just a little Higher...

It's quite strange,
when I think about it!
How much I give away,
to gain so little!

My morning sun,
no more than a pain,
no better,
than a rude alarm,

and nights,
do they even exist?
for all I do,
is sleep them off .

I give away,
so many dreams every day,
I'm beginning to lose count now,
of time and of places,
of people and faces,
and of things to do,
and things to forget,

and then,
when I really think again,
is it all,
really worth the madness?
is it all,
really worth the effort?

couldn't days be a little brighter?
and couldn't nights be full of dreams?
couldn't people be,
a bit more free,
to fly,
just a little higher...

Tuesday, 13 March 2012

For rest he doesn't care

Some of it he's forgotten
Some he doesn't remember
Some of it is now forgiven
For rest he doesn't care

The first thing he heard
They said it would be good
things would be just fine...
For he was the chosen one
And he stood a chance...

The message was clear
He took it to heart
Made it his duty
to follow or fall apart
He believed and Followed
Like a true solider does
Killing his believes, and that of others


For ten years, he was prepared
and trained hard for the war
For ten years, He was killed every day
his soul ripped every night...
Ripped, and torn down to pieces
made to believe things that never existed
Promised a paradise
War was his stairway


He buried his questioning soul
a hundred miles
within his body

until the war...

He fought with his heart
but did not succeed
nor did he perish

A fallen solider, he was sent home
where no heart sang a sonnet
no one said a  welcome notes

dejected and doomed
he collected himself
said it's not over
and he must fight again

six more years
wasted preparing for the war
until the day, they decided for him

it’s time you stopped fighting
and it’s best to follow
because in this real world
there's not living within the dreams

think of the future
and think about us
think of the things that are destined to be…
It’s destiny that controls
not the other way round

until yesterday
I saw him follow
The rules, regulations and society’s norms
living his life
to fulfil their dreams…

he no longer cares to differentiate
between his dreams
and that of others
because some of it he has now forgiven,
For rest he doesn't care …